What is Love?...
..Is that when you say I Love You?..
..When you feel happy with a certain someone?..
..When you miss her without seeing each other for only a day?..
..When you care about that person so much?..
..When you need that person's hand to warm yours?..
..When her texts are more important than quotes?..
..When you always want to be important to that person?..
..When she's always in your thoughts?..
...But for how long?
What if you got hurt?..
What if you're bored?..
What if you're confused?..
..Does love end?..
..When you get hurt... is that the time you realize you need someone better?
..When you feel rejected.. is that the time you think of not having a communication with that person anymore?
..When you are confused.. is that the time you realize that it was not love.. that it was just a feeling?
..When he/she says that we would be better as friends.. is that the time you think I'm better off without you?
Is that love? Typically it is common for relationships or one-sided love to end this way. They end up pretending not knowing each other because of their pride. Friendships lost along with their love. They can't be blamed. It is always begins with one's fault or both or it just starts with a stupid misunderstanding.
I'm a simple student studying in a university pursuing my dream as a graphic artist and living a happy life but there are still some things missing. I was a drop-out in that Love-relationship thing. I am currently 20 years old and I still don't have a girlfriend and i'll probably get to 21 and I would still not have one. lol. I've read before in a post that boys who reach 18 and still didn't have a girlfriend ends up being gay. lol. I was thankful I'm still a man. lol. I'm not that very good-looking but I don't look shit either. Anyway. I can say I'm a bit of an old school when it comes to love. What i want is that my first girlfriend, if she have no objections and only if she would like, to also be my wife. It may sound impossible nowadays but I'm still hoping it can come true. Just like my father who have waited for my mother. A relationship that took 6 years in the making. Hope mine would be some year less. lol. My reason for this is that I only have one heart, meaning it is only meant for one person. lol. It may sound cheesy or corny but who cares?
I want to give her my first kiss. I want that person, who Iv'e waited for 20+ years of my life be someone really worth waiting for. I don't care about her past. I'll accept every bit of her as a girl, as a woman, as my life. And when the time comes... when my son/s and/or daughter/s or my grandson/s and /or granddaughter/s asks what's my love story like. I would simple say.."I've waited for years...thank God I've waited for the right one :)"
